Dear Earth

Revenge never tasted so bitter
So sweet the nectar of suffering.
Torture, appall, reject, and make grieve -
Those disgusting sinners who blind,
Cannot choose to see
The beauty that lies in thee.
Castrate, the player whose phallus
Spreads - Contagious.
Destroy the bitches whose territories
She marked.
Betray the lovers whose promises
were broken.
Hate the corrupters of earth
Whose sole purpose is to perverse.
Do to others like what they've
Done to you:
Lie to them - and smile
while doing so.
Cater to their needs
While diminishing the carpet beneath.
Scream at silence
Whose mutiny pains the music.
Ignore all reason
React to ignorance
For it is bliss:
Not knowing the senses.
Kill the mothers of birth
Murder the fathers of life!
And soak in all your glory.

Vidas Pasadas

La muerte - lo unico que sobra
Ahora que el demonio se fue.
La razon - lo que falta
Ahora que el amor desaparecio.
La soledad - la unica amistad
Que aquella vida dejo.
Los anos pasan
Dejando
Las memorias sobrantes
de un pasado vivido y olvidado.
La Felicidad, como una abeja,
Trabaja y se esfuerza
Para adquirir una gota de
Simplicidad en un bosque
Vacio de nectar.
Todo hecho puede desaparecer,
Todo dicho existe por segundos
Nada infinito. Todo objetivo.
Todas las acciones, las sonrisas,
los besos, lo bueno -
Existe y desiste de ser
Porque el Tiempo viene y
Con el,
La muerte.

Sou nada e tudo

Ja cansei de ser usada
Abusada pelo amor
que tenho pelos outros.
Homens, amizades,
Horrores, amores.
Tudo que lutei
pra ter
Tudo que deixei
pra querer
Atingir uma meta
A unica:
Felicidade.
O problema nao existe
dentro de mim!
Nao pode!
é a culpa dos outros
Dos cegos, dos surdos,
dos cinistas, dos ignorantes!
Paredes imaginarias que
nao deixam os corruptas
verem que sou boa.
Nao me ignora
Nao me joga
Nao sou patetica
Mas serei, se ninguem
Quer me ouvir.

This is me.

I can't be that friend you want me to be.
I can't be that soul that lives stoically.
I can't keep every secret,
I can't hold every smile,
I can't go every meal
Without wanting to cry.

I can't give you my body
If you won't give it back.
I'll never give you my heart
Because it's already burned black.

I am not original
I am not thee
I am a decomposing corpse
Filled with mortality.

No coffin
No time,
No gun
No fire
Will keep me from sinning
All of life's evil desires.

Since I'm already dead
How can I feel
This mushy gutted thing
Rattling at the soles of my years?

It's a lie I say -
To breath so restlessly.
It's corruption I say -
To want nothing so desperately.

I won't mold this body
You won't capture my soul
For I am not living -
I'm only your hope.

Ahora

Un sabor, un deseo, una alma, una calma.
Quiero ser lo que no soy.
No soy mas que un ideal -
Algo inventado, romantico, placentero -
Un sujeto que no es.
Me da lo que no quiero,
Me da un dolor.
Aquella cosa,
Aquel fuego,
Se apago sin cambiar
Sin falta de viver.

Quiero tanto
Quiero poco
Quiero simples
Quiero todo.

Pedir apatia de un ser,
Vivir sin duda de querer,
Respirar sin sofocar,
Amar sin restricciones,
Aceptar sin juicio,
Seria,
La perfecta vida.

Alone

There exists a type of loneliness
that can never be described.
Too big of a void
That a body cannot hide.

An emptiness - a stoic smile
A feeling that - never dies.

No one taken can understand
Those looks of lust and sin.

That broken silhouette
of lovers mating in the sun swept sea,
Convulsing of pleasure
in momentary ecstasy.

Pendulum swinging with orgasms
breaking
A feeling a soul will never go on
forgetting.

It's those innocent winks,
Those deadly promises
That keep one alive
Until nothing is left to be broken.

John Doe

It's like a body ceased to be
And no one cared to look.
It's like a pleading cry for thee,
That no tissue tried to soak.

It's a wake up call
That kept on ringing.
It's a plea for help
That no one needed.

It's that bloody dream
- in the street
- in plain sight
- in desperation
- in mind
That no one tried to memorize.

Dreaming Awake

Don't sleep. Don't fall asleep.
Don't rush into dreams - just yet.
The rising moon upon its darkened path
Remains still this evening.
No eyes will close at his rise.
No yawning breaks will pause his wrath,
Too much is to be done.
So my dear,
Don't surrender - yet.